TeLL me Wai

I'm lazy guy

2010-04-08T10:22:00.001+08:00

Hi all,
I've been long time didn't post anything to my blog. It's mainly due to my lazyness and also lazyness.haha...

Now I've discover that I can post my article thru my blackberry. So this may makes me post more often thn last time.

Stay tune!!

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Fell in dilemma

2009-12-05T09:24:00.002+08:00

Haih...How come in our life got so many of choices..so many dilemma...or maybe because I not firm and don't know what myself wan?
I sure what I wan but then the choices really not that easy to give and take...

S company:
1. salary slightly higher than now. - pro
2. well known and big company.(company that I want to work in) - pro
3. If work in S company before, it can paint up my resume. -pro
4. 6 months contract terms- cons (if I did not perform, they won extend contract), (If I perform, they maybe will change me to permanent). what if they din change me to permanent but just extend me as a contract staff?- this is the risk that i consider the most.
5. visual mechadizer position-(low position) cons~ (this maybe is a stepping stones toward Marketing position)~ pro
6. felt like trying a new environment, new working place, and new job scope..
7. office location ideal- pro
8. Nice office- pro
9. New superior, don't know whether I can meet their expectation or not.-cons

Neo Media
1. Same environment, same colleagues, same superior- cons
2. small company- cons
3. permanent- pro
4. position- maybe can change to doing something that I favour
5. superior- still will be the one stingy and ma fan boss
6. salary- much more higher than my current salary- pro

Conclusion: I considering S company position, contract basis, and salary. Feel like trying new job scope, learn new things, go into new environment. what pull me back is the position not marketing as what I wan, contract basis is the most concern...

I considering N company, boss, working environment, job scope and salary. Don feel like staying here but she counter offer me a attactive package.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH............................................

HOU FAN arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............

HELP~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Singapore Company Tripz

2009-10-09T12:12:00.012+08:00

END!

Long time

2009-10-07T01:14:00.002+08:00

Hi all,
Long time din update my blog here. After working really do not have such time or energy to update my blog. I will still log into blog very often but just no time or don feel like post something here. But I will try my very best to update my blog.

Working: stil the old same story...still keep searching for good offer..
Life: Busy working + sleeping + yum cha....

Nothing special...laz week went singapore for company trip.
Will post photos either here or FB. maybe both if got time.

stay tune!

New job

2009-09-14T20:40:00.002+08:00

Last fri went for 2nd interview at Nan Yang Siang Pau. the position is advertising account exec. They take me in but giving not very good package. and it is advertising sales for few magazine eg. Feminine, my wedding, oriental cuisine and etc. there are 2 points that makes me dilemma, 1st is the package not as good as current job and 2nd was it is a sales job. I not sure whether I can make it for sales job or not. they offer basic is lower than current job but there are commission, the boss told me including commission sure can hit my expected salary. BUT what i considering is the basic salary.

Just now have teleconversation with sis, get to know her friend is doing advertising sales for media focus magazine and coincident his friend's gf was working in Nan yang siang pau advertising sales for Feminine. She asked infor from her fred, her fred said I will handle agency advertising and it is very stable and simple job. All advertisement is almost fixed by those agency, what I need to do is just social and get good relationship with those media agency. And salary wise, 2k and above is not a problem. But her fred said turnover for that department quite high because they will met many big client or big agency and many of them had receive good offer from those big client or agency. I think this is y the boss had verbally ask me commit with them for 2 years.

Start from day 1 working in Neo Media, I've been start searching for others job to run away from this hell company. Now there is a chance in front of me, But I not dare to run away. WTF am I doin or thinking? I just afraid sales is not suitable for me, and the basic is lower than current.

STAY OR LEAVE?

DIlemma......

GOD & GRANDMA....Please shed me some light and direction.......Thanks!

明天会更好。。

2009-08-14T09:32:00.002+08:00

从第一天在这里做工，就一直不断的找工。。每一天一定上的网站一定是Jobstreet.com，不知不觉我在这里已做了半年了。。我自己甚至家人和朋友都应该觉得我不会再一间公司做得久，回想起在这里的点点滴滴，真的有点吓到我自己。。我竟然可以在这种上司的情况下做了半年，为什么我可以忍受那么久呢？我自己也不知道。。如果你问我，是我成长了吗？我自己也不懂。。我只是知道我还没有找到另外一分工前，我没有能力辞职。。我需要还贷款，信用卡，而现在又加多一辆车。。有时真的透不过气来。。。不过，还是要咬紧牙关的捱过去吧。。。

明天会更好。。。不是吗？嘻嘻。。。

这就是我的公司，这就是我的老板。。

2009-07-15T23:07:00.003+08:00

本来很开心的因为可以早回家，不过，正要准备吃晚餐的时候。。公司电话就响了。。

上个星期五，老板（她）叫我帮即将会送来得货买保险。我们一直帮他买的那位保险经济人和我说星期一会给我那价钱。到了星期一，我再追，他说好的好的，会给我。。到了星期二，我再追，他说保险公司得人要来我们公司调查不过要星期四才可以来。。她就给了另外一个经济人的电话我，那经纪人也在当天来我们公司看了看。。到了星期三，那个经纪人打给我，给价钱我。。然后，我就依老板的吩咐，打给我们原本的那个经纪人，看那一个可以给到最便宜的rate给我们。。但是原本那个经纪人坚持说要来看过才可以给rate 我。。在这同时，那些货也送到我们公司了。。在这情况下，唯有和新的买了。。新的经纪人说他5点半才可以拿表格给我。。我问他可以不要填表格先，帮我买先然后我才补回那表格给他，因为老板不再公司，就算有表格也不可能在今天交上去。。我在想，一天应该不会有问题吧。。

八点，电话响了。。她很凶的骂我，为什么卖不到保险。。她也说她现在在公司等了我很久，我也没有回去。。第一，同事六点多回她还没回公司，那她会等了多久呢？第二，她从来都没有和我说她有回公司，她也没有叫我等她回来。。那为什么她还骂我说我没回去呢？难道每天要我在公司等她到八九点吗？

她骂我说现在要怎样？买多一把锁？还是轮流在家里用cctv监视公司？“还是你回来过夜看货吗？”她骂到很凶，不管我在怎么解释她都认定是我的错。。我也被她气到了，我也顶回他。。到最后，我真的气到。。我直接顶他说，不用讲了，我等下会去过夜看货。。
我吃完晚餐，就收拾东西去公司了。。九点，我就到了公司。。就在这里度过这个夜晚。。

可能你们会说我意气用事，孩子气。。是，在当下我真的是意气用事才回来得。。不过，当我冷静下来得时候，我依然觉得我要回来。。我不想再给她机会骂或说任何东西了。。

说真的，我有想过在这里做久一点，不是因为对着老板或公司有感情，而是我会不舍得我的同事。。不过，我真的很厌倦了。。我累了。。我不懂为什么我的第一份工会遇到这样的老板，我和我自己说，这是上天的安排，上天可能要磨练我，要我成长。。以后去到其他公司都不会感到吃力了。。
夜深人静，让我再睡不着的环境，令我想了很多东西。。听天由命吧，上天或有他的安排的。。

对不起姑姑，因为不想她们担心，我说了谎。。我和她说我有event set up 所以不回家睡了。。
我知道现在也有一个人很担心我，不过不由担心啦，我会保护我自己的。。这样我才可以成长嘛。。

现在是十二点了，刚收到老板打来，她不懂我又回来，所以我觉得她应该是看cctv 知道我回来了。。
她说：“你在公司啊？"
我说：是！
她说：你有我房间的锁匙吗？
我说：没有！
她说：你去我房间看我房间有没有锁..应该没有锁。。
我说：为什么？
她说：你可以去我房间的Sofa 睡啊。。
我说：不用！
她说：不用？那你睡那里？
我说：这里！
她说：可以吗？
我说：（没有出声）不想回答她。。
她说：Ok lar..

电话就挂断了。。。

就算有锁匙，我也不会睡她的 sofa, 不然她会说你睡坏她的sofa 的。。

这就是我的公司，这就是我的老板。。

Bangkok Trip- Day 2- Part 1

2009-07-05T23:27:00.005+08:00

Early in the morning, V took or free buffet breakfast in hotel. After breakfast, V went to Chaktucak. It is like a morning market but this morning market are Huge...U can lost there but map is provided. Inside the market, they sell variety of stuff. Including doggy, birds, shirts, and etc.

Guess what is this? This is ice cream in form of stick..

Lai Chee..

OMG...Meat...

Mango with sticky rice....yummy...

Super salted eggs...the hawker put too much of soya sauce for us...yiaks...

variety of foods....Hot food....

Bangkok trip- Day 1 part 3

2009-07-04T18:28:00.007+08:00

After Khao San Road, we went an amazing place..this place realy makes me mad at there. It's was really cool and relax...It was located on the top floor of the state tower. this place is totally open and didnt cover by roof. For more information,http://www.lebua.com/bangkok/dining.html

Imagine urself walking down from the staircase...imagine it is ur wedding and u are wearing wedding gown walk down the stair...it is so nice scene and great...hehe..and besides that, it is so windy and relaxing...nice place.....

This is the fine dining places...and beside fine dining will be the bar...on the top, there are live band singing as well...

Lan suk with guai lou..haha..

This is the scene that v can c from this place. whole bangkok is under our leg..haha..

Camera screen not wide enough to cover whole scene...super damn nice...

Bangkok Day 1- Part 2

2009-06-26T10:39:00.004+08:00

After shower and rest, we went out for dinner at Khao San Road. They don have much variety but over there are very crowded with people drinking beer especially Mat saleh.

Khao San Road

Roti Pisang

Roti Pisang with chocolate cream.

Insect goreng..dare to try? scorpion as well..

This is something like mee goreng but need to add sugar in it. called Pad Thai.

Alot of people make their hair become like this...nice?

We went to 1 of the restaurant recommended by travel agency, their Tom yum kong is nice...yummy...

Bangkok- Day 1

2009-06-20T18:56:00.008+08:00

Working in the morning, back from work ard 1300. Da bao lunch and took the car for mama. Go home take stuff that I left out. Look for the place to take bus to LCCT at KL sentral. Reached LCCT ard 1530. My flight is 1600. almost miss the flight and whole trip. Took Air asia to bangkok and this is my 1st time took air asia plane and I took my lunch inside the flight.

This is polo's lunch in flight.

So big different with above lunch, this is my lunch..:(

This is the lobby of the hotel that v stay..

Surprisingly and donno y...after checked in, the receptionist treat us drink something like orange juice. V suspect that they put racun inside. haha...

This is Our guys room....3 ppl in 1 room...additional 1 bed...

My job

2009-06-12T23:52:00.002+08:00

Countless of posting related or complaining with my job and boss altho I only work few months only. I donno is my own problem or her problem, bt sometimes I just cant stand her. sometimes I can control my emo bt sometimes i just cant. After working in this company, I would said that I really felt tired...really really tired...there is physically tired for sure bt nevertheless mentally is super tired as well. Sometimes when I walking from the guard hse to my home and along the 'journey', I felt so so tired bt is mentally.. I will take the opportunity to release the stress and tiredness when i walking back home.walk slowly and breath the air.. sometimes will ask myself, y I shld work in this company? y I wan stay in this company? answer very obvious, not yet get other offer and got a burden of loan need to pay every month.

Today, meeting with a client..he is Tai thong group project manager. He said sth that very impress me. He said that, ask yourself y u wanna work? what u work for? If your answer in the end is MONEY, then your work is goin to be suffer for you in the future. He said working must be do what you like and interested, this only can motivate you to work hard and lead towards a better future happily. It shed me some light...

Today as well, have meeting in Tropicana club. Along the way, I saw many big big bungalow..all is just like a castle..OMG...I like it so much...From that time, I told myself that I wan to own a big house there. I wan to work hard and b4 40 years old I wan be there. But afterthat, start thinking how to earn 4-5million in this 20 years? how much hard work I need to be only can earn up to 4-5 million? in the end...i ended this 'dream' without any direction. haha...

I want a 6000-7000 sqf house in the future...Hopefully this is not just a dream.

work hard and play hard

2009-06-09T00:49:00.003+08:00

Donno y this 2 days totally out of working mood. Don felt like working during working hours, and felt myself very tiring..everyday work work work and cant c any money. All my money will gone away for all my debts and I got no saving at all. Sometimes felt that so tiring , work is just because wan to clear my debts. Totally disappointed with my current situation, current job, and current financial status. Besides, I also felt so tiring when think of my huge debts..I donno when I can finish pay and start got saving, I donno how many years it takes to pay back all. sometimes a bit mad on this when think of..

Donno when I will have extra for saving, donno when I can give my parents and aunts money to use..donno when I can buy a house...Most of the time I choose not to think, work hard..but sometimes it just come arcoss my mind....y am I so young but got such a huge debts, the only answer that can comfort me is that I have been to UK and europe country when I was at this age..

I always console myself, after the rain and storming...there will be rainbow for me..

Hopefully very soon.....I know my grandma always take good care of me up there..I can felt it...

Thanks....

Should Appreciate what I having now and less complaining current situation....it is much more better than most of the people outside...

Car problem again

2009-05-21T23:09:00.002+08:00

The old car got problem again. The water is going in the engine coz donno wat bocor ady, and the water keep boiling coz donno wat tiub bocor ady. Only able to drive very very short distance and need to add water every time drive it. b4 go work in the morning, dad have to add water and use most faster speed go working place altho it is short distance. When finish work, he have to add water again and have to use most faster speed go home. If there are traffic jam then sure not be able to drive back. By the way, he is going to change the tiub and it is cost ard RM120 sth. BUT, the main problem is ENGINE. the engine masuk air, almost cannot tahan ady.

ytd discuss with dad and mum, they not so agree buy a new car. they felt like repair it because they know i'm suffering with the huge debts. But overhaul the engine is cost ard RM1000sth.
I think who ever buy car should feel happy and excited rite? but how come I don feel so?

Dad ask me to think myself clearly, if wan come out with new car, dad and mum will support me for few hundred and others I have to bear myself. If I feel unable to pay or suffer with the debts now, then will go to repair. Im not want to sit a new car as the car currently driving is good enough for me. but just feel fed up keep repairing the old car and now overhaul engine cost Rm1000++ and dono how long it can last. wat for repair?

That day went their place, saw dad alone downstair add water for the old car, I really din felt good. But based on the salary now, come out with a new car is a bit tight for me every month.

Donno what to do for that, have to think properly and asap b4 the car broke down.

Repair or Buy? ??

Penang trip..

2009-05-21T00:21:00.008+08:00

Went to penang during labour day. 2 days 1 night trip but it is enough for Penang. Start our journey at midnight. and reach penang ard 11am. y so late? coz v went into Ipoh to have our breakfast. Went Penang main purposes is want to away from KL city and eat all the nice food in Penang. But the consequences is...my mouth grew few ulsers and cause me super pain for 1 week and drank bitter herbal tea for twice in a week.

There are alots of funny and jokes during the trip, but cant state all here because it is time consuming and Im in sleepy mood now.hehe...

Just share some photos below:

So geli when c this..all ants is super big and alots there...yiaks...

Penang View...

Acting there..haha..

Fell down

2009-05-16T00:03:00.002+08:00

Sis called me when almost off work. Telling me a bad news that cause my mind blanked and heart keep jumping fast. She told me mum fell down just now and now admitted hospital. and I din ask much what happening and the hospital location in details. Don have much expression on my face even my colleague ask y i look so calm after knew it. Actly im looks calm, but actly my heart is jumping and worry about it. Anywhere, she fell down infront of the clinic,she went for blood test because she heard there is a free blood test today. the floor in front of clinic got a slope for those wheelchair to go up and down easily, sound caring rite? but they put a piece of cloth on top of the slope.. listen up..is a piece of cloth and not carpet..and my mum step on it and fell down. She fainted and her right hand bond had broke and not in position. Her hand is very pain til she cant stand it and ask the clinic doctor to give pain killer injection. After injection not that pain, she still go home take her medical card, keep cloth for herself and call the insurance person then only go hospital (I faint)..

According to the clinic, my mom not the 1st case that the cloth makes people fell down..but y they still put the cloth there? Donno, maybe previous case not as serious as my mum. Luckily got 1 aunt saw this incident and help send mum go hospital and stay in hospital til 8pm sth..Thanks for good hearted person giving a helping hand. But....the aunt send mum admit Gleneargle hospital...( I faint 1 more time)..that aunt said that hospital more good...
Mum is worried about the medical fees, no matter how, still have to pay and don wan transfer to other hospital coz she pain til cant wait ady.So just c insurance can cover how much and tmro dad will go discuss with the clinic doctor c how much he willing to compensate as he promise us will compensate us.
tmro I will be going to hospital early and buy her some food b4 go. I will be there whole day because sis and dad are working. tmro she will do a scanning, identify what type of steel need to put inside her hand (just listen then I felt so pain ady) then only do the operation.

Wish mum's operation successful and fet recover as soon as possible..And...wish my family members and freds healthy...don give me this type of feelings again plz...God bless all the person around me..

Jogoya dinner

2009-05-09T00:11:00.005+08:00

It have been long time I didnt post blog here except related to my job.

on 18/april, At last we make it all to attend this dinner because it had been drag from March til mid of april. This dinner actually is a celebration dinner but it had been drag til almost april girl's bday so he said not counted and this dinner is also the belated bday guy partially treat us eat after start working.hehe..Thanks ya..Besides that, Thanks to Van and luan for the voucher so that we can enjoy buy 1 free 1 benefit. But too sad is that we only have 2 hours to eat as much as we can. altho all is full at last but we cannot have a rest and eat 2nd round.hehe..

some photos sharing session...

Sofa lady? I don think so..haha...

Gang Pictures

I like this...so close and felt that our friendship is so eternal.

Almost 5 years we hang out together, takes more than 2000 pictures, celebrate each other bday every year, yum cha on every sat night almost 5 years time...

Girls posture...

that girl sitting on the sofa is donno walk or donno how to post her leg?haha..

guys posture....

2nd shoot...incomplete guys in gang...1 more disappear since 2 years ago...hehe..

unhappy? scary? worry?

2009-04-23T23:55:00.004+08:00

This 2 days I have been working in a moody mood.. My colleague being sacked...whole company is full of angriness, complaining and uneasiness. I donno y my emotion will turn into like that but I just felt that the boss is so cruel and not humanity, she don even give my colleague a chance to explain but no matter how u explain, she wan sack u then she will find sth to sack u.

Actly our offer letter state that boss shld give us 1 month notice if she sack us, so my colleague is entitled to 1 month notice or else boss have to compensate her 1 month salary. So my colleague go and ask her izzit get 1 month compensate since boss wan her leave at end of this month. DO U KNOW WAT BOSS SAID? " I didnt terminate u ah..In MY LIFE i won terminate ppl geh, u can work for me 1 more month, more good and I got more ppl to work with me"( she told her infront of us). This not called terminate then is wat? sack ah? isk....

Ok...Boss tactic started after lunch....

1. She using high tune/ high volume of voice talk to her or call her.
2. another colleague and me meeting with boss but she is not involved and sit at outside (Im felt very bad donno y)..
3. Called her into room and talk with her, keep rebuke her said her not doing her work, not finish her work, do work til not good, ask her whether wan stay 1 more month or not, my colleague reply that she haven decide, boss tel her that she cant remain her ady, if remain her oso cant help her in work ( indirectly ask her don stay 1 more month coz boss don wan pay her 1 more month salary).
4. Boss get the content list from her, then my colleague make a phone call and get the list. after boss know she did so, she scolded her like hell. "who ask you to call that person?", then my colleague replied that last time u ask me if wan get the list then call this person to get. she scold tht "u suppose to know the list", and "DON CREATE TROUBLE!"...

After scolded boss straight went into room, and my colleague started cant patient and cried...I just wonder y don wan ppl work 1 more month and need to use this tactic? don u think it is cruel? don u think it is very horrible when we c it? don u think v actly know who is right who is wrong? U r the one who ask her do so and now becoz of don wan she stay and use this tactic?

After reached home, get call from boss. Ask me whether can c my colleague fatt pei hei or not, i don wan answer her but she keep wan me answer. then I just said a bit lar. Then she ask me don get influence by her lar, do my own work lar, said my colleague is immature lar, said my colleague cant do work so cannot stay in office lar...bla bla bla....HATE! U tot u can use this way to cover ur ugly ass side? U sked another colleague and me know ur ugly side, know how u treat those ppl will leave soon and we will resign as well? The more u talk bad about her, the more I felt u are scary and unpredictable. I will just felt that very 'fan' when u keep talking her bad things as I know some of the things is not true..

I started donno what is the future in this company...I started afraid....I started work with worries, unhappy, moody, and scary everyday...I really really felt tiredness, felt pressure, felt stressful everyday...Hope everything is alright soon...I trying my best to bear all this....I really din expect that I will come to all this when I came out to work....

She is so cruel and horrible....upset of seeing this....

2009-04-23T10:05:00.004+08:00

Ytd get a shock news...
My colleague who came on board earlier than me 3days had been terminated by my boss. She is a capable person, she work for astro for 2 years, she work in astro as a assistant producer and she leave astro because of don wan work til very late at night.
Altho we not work together very long time period, but donno y i did felt upset of seeing this happen. Boss said terminate her is because she cant finish the work that boss gave it to her. But for her workload i think it is too much and boss is expecting too high from her. or maybe she is the highest salary among us so boss wan save cost and cut her out. Donno y seeing her, I can imagine that not sooner or later I will be the second of her. I'm searching for new job now. As wat I think, this kind of boss is difficult to work with her for long time. her company turnover is very very high. No 1 staff work here more than 1 year. Maybe she want keep on employ new staff so can give lower salary I think.
anyway, Just wait and c...I will leave if there is good offer...please....help me look ha c ha got wat job...hehe....

What should I do now?

2009-04-20T09:42:00.002+08:00

today is mama b'day. Im here to wish her Happy birthday! altho she won c it but I will call her and wish her as well lar..hehe...
Ytd have dinner with her as celebration, during the dinner, mama told me that the old old car almost cannot ady.. The car water boiling and keep no water. Besides that, the car always need to fill in black oil as the engine is not functioning well. They told me that they need to fill in water often altho they just use for short distance. After listened, I felt so upset and felt like doing sth as the old car supposingly is mine and I should driving it.
But I don hope to buy car now as I bearing a huge amount of loan and my job is not that stable to work with. Last time while talk about buying new car I wil felt very excited and happy, but currently I don have this feeling as I scared I cant bear it.
Anyhow, new car is a MUST to come out in this few months time because we wan push it in to get the RM5000 rebate before the car is broke down and cant drive. And I cant buy 2nd hand car because of the RM5000 as well.
currently Im dilemma in buying a myvi or kancil. If myvi, just ngam ngam to bear with it and for kancil then will be ok for it. I think of buying a kancil for mama they all but I donno what is their opinion about it.
I will try to figure it out soon lar..I will restructure my financial lar..but for sure every month won have extra to save or give to parent and aunt..

Get scolded

2009-04-17T14:23:00.002+08:00

Ytd said today will come in office early, but in the morning received her call said too early so she don wan come in office. ard 10am, she ask me pass the Delivery Order to her driver and her driver will take back for her to sign, normally for our company practice DO is nonid sign but due to this DO is 100k so she wan sign. OK fine, I ady prepared the doc for her ytd. after she get the doc, she call me and screw me up. she ask me the DO got problem anot..then i double check my soft copy and ans No problem. Then she said NO? y didnt chop company chop? how am i goin to sign? u wan me ask driver go back office and take again and come back sign again then only send the doc? I answer: then i send lor...she reply: u send then u drive ur car there and come back claims petrol from me la izzit? I answer: then I don wan claim from you lar. she reply: Not like that geh, you must put company chop ma then bla bla bla there few mins and hang off.
Normally DO nonid her signature, u said u wan to sign only but didnt said nid to chop ah.......

Super angry.......

Then til ard 12pm. my anger is almost away...the driver come and take the doc ady.
She call and ask me...driver said u tell him don have envelop izzit got this matter? I ans: yes, I really don have A4 used envelop. she scold: how can the used envelop got samsung name but the document is send to Haier? altho the samsung wording is rub off but stil can c.. I ans: the envelop is the driver take himself and I donno where and when he took. She scold: U shld get a new envelop for him, u should check what he take and what he do.. (sometimes i take new geh then she jau said don wan use new geh so wasted). At last, i really damn angry til speechless....just silents and listen only...

after hang off, super extremely angry.........becoz of envelop call and scold..
i really cant stand lar..........Keep telling myself u can u can but i still cannot.....
Feel like taking half day leave and back home....pack things ady....
But at last I didnt go home....
I keep telling myself if like that I oso cant stand then how am i goin to work in future, maybe outside there are more fierce and more fussy boss leh...and I felt that give ppl scold then go home like so immature....I don wan be mama boy that give ppl scold then go home cry with mama that kind of guy..so I decided to stay...Face her, don wan escape no matter how difficult it is....this will help u grow no matter future career or in handling matters......

After ate lunch, feeling much much better....luckily i didnt take leave if not I rugi jor...hehe....Walk away from ur place and anger, go outside take a deep breath, chit chat jokes with colleague or fred will help a lot.....

One Way to a Six-Figure Income: Higher Education

2009-04-16T09:56:00.003+08:00

In today's economy, it can feel as if there are few jobs to be had, much less ones with six-figure salaries attached. However, there are careers to be found in a range of fields that can boost your earning power. What's more, you can achieve a high income without a doctorate or a law degree.

Of course, achieving a six-figure salary will always require hard work and motivation. There are no free rides or successful get-rich-quick schemes. Sometimes continuing your education is the best way to prepare for a new career.Below are some steps that may help you take your current salary to new heights.

Consider the benefits of online education.Online training programs offer an alternative to traditional in-classroom education that can be very appealing for working students. Pursuing an online degree, whether it's a bachelor's, associate's, or higher, allows you to study from home, at your own pace, so you can keep your current job while training for a better one.

Scenario 1: Earn a two-year associate's degree.Believe it or not, there are some high-paying careers out there that you can prepare for with about two years of study. For example, court reporters are known to pull in six-figure salaries, and often train for their careers with just one year to 33 months of study. If you're surprised to see this career on the list, consider that court reporters often take on freelance work in addition to their regular hours to significantly boost their incomes. While the average salary for a court reporter technically weighs in at about $48,000, many use freelance opportunities to top the $100,000 mark.

Scenario 2: See where a bachelor's degree can take you.Train for a career in fine arts, finance, or technology, and find high-paying careers in each area. Art directors average about $83,000 annually, with the top 25 percent earning over $100,000 per year. Many art directors hold a bachelor's degree in fine arts. Some begin their careers as graphic artists in advertising, publishing, design, or film, and work their way up to the position of art director while proving themselves through experience and hard work.

In the financial sector, actuaries pull in hefty salaries assessing risks and their financial impacts while often working for insurance companies. The mean annual salary for an actuary is $95,420. A bachelor's degree in mathematics, statistics, actuarial science, or business should offer solid footing for you to embark upon this career path.

If your interests lie in technology and IT, consider becoming a Web systems manager. The mean annual salary for this career is $113,880, according to the Bureau of Labor Statistics. The top 25 percent can earn over $136,000 per year. A bachelor's degree is a common requirement for IT managers, along with a strong knowledge of computers and management practices. A degree in management information systems may be especially helpful.

Scenario 3: Looking beyond a bachelor's -- let education take you higher.If you already hold a bachelor's degree and are looking to advance within your current field, consider the options that might be possible with a master's degree.
Becoming an educational administrator can be a great option for teachers looking to advance their careers with a two-year master's degree. In most cases, a master's in educational administration or educational leadership is required, as well as related experience in teaching or school administration.

A high school principal might expect to earn around $92,000 annually, according to the BLS, while a chief academic officer can earn over $140,000 per year.
Look into further career training.Research your potential new career, what further experience you might need, and how to get it. In today's fast-paced job market, current job skills are essential, especially if your career involves using computers or technology in any way. Many professionals remain at the top of their careers with short educational stints or extra certifications in their fields.

Do what makes you happy -- the money will follow.You've heard it from everyone from your mom to Oprah: Do what makes you truly happy, and the financial side of things will fall into place. While it may be difficult to swallow this notion when you're about to leap into a career change, you will likely be happy you did, especially if you follow these guidelines.

by Patricia Cecil-Reed, FindtheRightSchool.com

I get this from yahoo..After read it, start confuse what is the field i should focus on. Now im in the advertising, event field..without mentioned about current job i doing, I think I quite happy with advertising job but the pay is low except you know the how to design or got plenty of creative ideas for that.

Scenario 2 mentioned that a bachelor's degree in business should offer solid footing for you to embark upon career path. while last is mentioned do what makes you happy. So where should I GO? GO for BUSINESS? GO for BANK? or GO for HAPPY JOB? Confuse......

But after Nell reading this, I think she quite agreed with the last statement.hehe....

Music therapy

2009-04-16T00:05:00.002+08:00

Tired....stress due to pressure.....this is brought by working and fussy lady boss...
1 thing that can reduce this is............Singing!

Went home, sit down and listen to music and sing................after few songs, u will forgot the stress...u will forgot your anger and unhappiness...
but tired won be reduces coz ur mouth will more tired....haha....

RICH women

2009-04-11T13:41:00.005+08:00

ARGH............I really mad with her words ah..mad with the way she talk.......

She is a rich women, she took branded bag, branded until i donno it is branded..anya hind donno wat..she drove all new CR-V..she use omnia phone...she play golf...she stay at tropicana club...she always go opposite saloon wash her hair during working hours (do this very often, V wonder she cannot wash herself when she shower?)...she always go opposite saloon do manicure, pedicure...she got driver fetch her...she wan driver use umbrella to cover her when go into car if raining even the car is just 2 steps in front of her.( the door really 2 steps then can reach ady and rain not big at all)...She do everything that rich women will do...

INCLUDING.....SARCASTIC....LOOK DOWN ON PPL...STINGY.....

STINGY: she wrote her name on those milo, nescafe, and etc and V cannot drink it..put a note stated ' U Wan drink, Buy yourself"...

LOOK DOWN ON PPL: 1 day I eat lunch with her only (force to eat with her..argh....), we went downstair cafe eat...she ask me wan eat wat, then she pointed 1 food at the banting and said " that is nice to eat...but.... I think u all not afford to eat"...DAMN.....SHOCK me when i 1st time heard this.....the food is just RM15 only k.....

LOOK DOWN ON PPL 2: She said she wan make a company trip..at 1st said matta fair so go club med, but afterthat said bukit tinggi...OMG...who wan go bukit tinggi..V said v don wan then she said malacca A famosa..V don wan again coz V don wan go at all...then v suggest just have a dinner will do...and she agreed....as 1 colleague go look for the price...colleague find a buffet dinner price is RM80 sth but after discount is RM 60sth..she reject coz EXPENSIVE wo...then she keep asking us where to go...wat nice to eat lar...but no1 response to her...then she suddenly think of heritage asia row...she ask all of us go b4 anot and V didnt go b4..then she said jau go there lar since v didnt go b4 AND " normally v 'NGE SAY TAK' go geh"....

FXCK....she said like this infront all of us.....but at last how? at 1st is ytd fri I shld attend this dinner ady geh...But she said postpone to end of the month due to her gastric problem..

I really wonder izzit all accountant become boss ady jau will like this? this is my 1st job and i met such boss...nightmare.....

Exploded!

2009-04-11T02:31:00.003+08:00

After the laptop incident, then she ask me do the EPF and SOCSO for all staff with her..I have been work with her til 9.30pm. Work late is not a prob, but I just cant work with her. due to all is new in this company, as all the old staff left. Is ALL..u said turnover high anot? and while doing it jau keep blamming ppl (old staff) din hand over lar...din do well lar.....din help her follow up lar...din hand over to her properly then only left lar...keep ask me u know where this put anot, u know what that put anot..hey plz lar..i just working for 1 month more only, and how can I cope everythings in your company with this short period. But I din voice up, just remains silent. I felt tired, hungry and headache. Is super headache til I feel like vomit, cant think anythings else...

After work, went into the car...tears drop automatically...I donno y but just felt tired, not body but mentally, headache til felt like vomit.. I felt very sun fu..hardly breath...I ady try my very best patient with her, I tot I can work patiently with her...I tot I can cope with the multi tasks job, I tot I can cope with the pressure..Now only I know I cannot..I felt myself is so weak...
I keep telling myself while still sitting in the car, it is just a process of growing...everybody will go thru this process...after this U will grew and can cope even more pressure...more workload...
telling myself that Im not effort to give up this job now as I have to pay a burden of loan, if compare with those jobless, my current situation is very good ady coz I got a job.

Hehe...Keep console myself to keep myself calm...

I think I shld find out some ways to release stress...but Sunday have to standby for her where got time to release? (ngiak ngiak ngiak..haha....)

Complaining...

2009-04-11T01:49:00.003+08:00

Have been scolded by her this morning because of a small matter regarding time to bank in cheque. But I did not voice up, just keep silents and accept it peacefully..Did not felt angry or unhappy maybe get used of it..

The most unhappy and angry incident happen at time 6.30pm. She told me that maybe tmro nid ask me to issue an ugently invoice and I told her that tmro we not working. She ask me to issue at home, but i told that I don have the files coz I din bring laptop back geh. She ask y we not bring it back home, she ask if she need us to do work on sat and SUN at home then how?( sound like start scolding us ady) After listen this then I super damn angry, Y SUN i nid to work at home for YOU? The two others colleague always not dare to voice up and wan me to voice up. So I answer her with patiently at 1st, I said ' Coz sometimes we did not go home directly after work so it is a bit dangerous and not convenient to bring home (as she is very gan jeong with her ASSET so i ans this way)' then she continue,"I bought laptop for u all is for you all to bring home do work, and if like tmro (SAT) or SUN need to do some work then how u all goin to do" Same again, the 2 colleagues is very clever and keep silent and look at me only means ask me to ans. And I told boss that ( start not patiently ady coz heard the SUN work that sentence), " Like tmro is special case and emergency case,not always and seldom got emergency case geh ma"..Then she start give up and said u all like la, but she recommend u all bring home lar. She said til like this she sure nge song ady geh...I DON K....I won work for U on SUN..give me low salary and wan use us until the fullest without giving us own time? NO WAY!

Same as the HP case...She ask y always cant call my HP that provided by her. Then I ans her that because after finish work I will off it because off work ady. She ans me with surprisingly: "Liow, are you kidding with me? U cant switch off company phone, u must always turn on" I felt angry about this, then i reply her that" impossible u wan us to take 2 phones go out ma" She said that nonid to bring out but at least switch on so that she can call and if no ans then she can msg wor. I wonder if I off ady, I on back oso can receive msg 1 ma...Talk grandmother story lar her..... After off work is my own time y I stil wan listen to you and your instruction? She wan fully own our time and use us 24 hours a day, 7 days a week by just paying us with this low salary..

I don mind to work late for you in the weekdays, but U cant expect us Sunday oso standby for you and work ma.. For me I think it is a bit OVER lor...

Pressure and growing

2009-04-06T00:12:00.003+08:00

After start working, I learned a lot. There are many types of people out there. Some of them are very fussy, some of them are very 'ga', some of them are 2 sided face,some are trying to using some tactic to get info from you and some will get wat they wan without care about you. This corporate world is damn horrible.
But Im telling myself to bear with it, telling myself outside there are more fussy ppl..the more I bear, the more I grow. Im still in the way of learning how to communicate using different type of skill to deal with different type of people. This is a must to learned when u start working. I donno I can do it anot but I will try my best.

Pressure.....
After 1 month of work, I really can felt pressure. I donno the pressure is came from which part of my work, maybe is my boss or maybe is long working time. But I know everybody who just came out to work is facing the pressure too. Can I bear with those pressure?
Sometimes I did really felt it is tiring, really tired...the tired not physical but is mentally.But sometimes physical tired as well due to long working time and less rest time. Altho it is pressuring but I will still bear and find some way to release it. Think of work I felt pressure, think of loan more pressure..But after think of the europe trip and england studies that memories, I will release my pressure coz it is worth to bear this amount of loan. Think back of switzerland snow, paris eiffel tower, rome, and etc. It is a best memories in my life. I told myself I wan to go europe again and again in the future coz there are many beautiful places.
So...after travel whole europe and enjoy like a king, now it is the time to work and pay back like a cow. This is wat called life...haha......

Free time

2009-04-05T14:41:00.003+08:00

At last I got the free time to post a article here. At last today I managed to sleep til wake up naturally. hahaha.....
I wonder y after working our life will become so dull? Donno y totally no life, no fun, and no time. It have been long time I didnt watch Kangxi, didnt watch superstar, didnt wrote article in blog so often, and etc. I try my best to find back my life, my fun, but it is difficult. I just dono where all my time gone..

And about the work of mine, have a lots of complaint...but will gets use of it....
complaining will always goes to my BOSS. If I leave this company is totally because of her.
just give a example here:
She just employed a technician, and she ask me to type a offer letter. She ask me basic salary need to above wat level then no need to give OT? and I heard someone told me is RM1500 b4, and the technician is given RM1500. She said she wan increase the salary for him because she don wan to give him OT. I was wroting the amout she said on the paper as I scared I forget, when the first time she told me the figure, I was wrote RM1550, and she repeated 2 times the figure for me then only know I wrote the wrong figure that she said. She is saying RM1510 not RM1550. OMG..................so ugly of her.........even RM40 oso don wan give ppl. I was totally stun and speechless..

I know myself won work long in this company as I really cant stand a boss like her. besides that, I cant c my future in this company. there is no organization chart in this company and I don have aim where to climb the ladder. I CANT FIND THE LADDER as well. the whole company got 4 staff only. no where to climb the company ladder ady. Haha...

Btw, I still keep looking good job and good offer. Wish me luck....

Working Life...

2009-03-23T00:26:00.002+08:00

It have been a period of time I didnt visit the gang members' blog and even I almost forgot my own blog address.
What cause me seldom visit or post article in my blog? WORKING!

I donno where is my time gone...I really don have time to do my own stuff besides yum cha after work. I don have extra time to visit blog or post an article. Maybe is because I work late for almost everyday and sleep early everyday.

Is this working life? haih.............Yes, this is working life.
From start working until now, it almost 1 month time...I don even got 1 day of time that I can sleep til wake up naturally...haih....
I wan to sleep until wake up naturally........................Maybe some ppl will think this is wasting time but I really hope can sleep til the fullest wor...haha...

About my job, working in a new environment, new colleague, new boss....sure got many stories to tell but Im not goin to spell it out here. Just wan to said is, my boss is super stingy, she wrote ' Wan eat, plz buy urself' in the pantry cupboard and she wrote her name on the bottle of nescafe powder and biscuit. haha....

There are a lot of problems arise in this company, e.g the company is not well organise, not systematic, lack of staff and etc. Before this, I will think y should I do this as my post need not to do on this...y I need to follow boss out and just act like her personal assistant...I will think that it is wasting of time. But after listen some opinions and comments, I start to tell myself what tasks given to me I will don without asking y..I keep telling myself I can learn somethings from the tasks given and went out with boss. I will try my best to learn whatever I can learn in this company. besides that, in the meanwhile Im not goin to leave this company is because I wan my experiences..once my bullets is enough, I will leave this company...or maybe in future this company become big company leh...haha....(impossible due to the stingy character of boss).

In the meanwhile, I will learn as much as I can and oso wan my bullets ( experience ) only. But while working in this company, I will oso keep looking for better offer lar..once got better offer, I will ciao ga lar...haha...anyone got better offer, plz let me know ah...haha.....

Try to love your job and tell yourself you can learn more if you work on it. This is what I trying to tell myself although sometimes sure got some complaint but after complaint will do it oso geh...hehe...

K lar...Wan to go bed lar...last time, the time now is still young for me but Now......the nite is very old ady and I have to sleep ady... :(

IBM Team Blue Programme

2009-03-08T01:42:00.002+08:00

Just now pay a visit to van's blog...Oh my Gosh.....She had applied the programme and luan oso applied for it...Im felt a bit sad and disappointed now..hehe...I just got my aim and now my aim is gone....My aim is go into IBM and work but now my aim is Gone..I felt more disappointed when saw van's application status is under consideration while mine is in process...But this programme required cgpa 3.5 or 1st class ppl lar...I know im not qualified ady but just give it a try and I had applied for it...Felt myself so stupid to have such thinking that maybe there is a possability that they will get me in..I think I shld not apply this programme lar...What they wan is like van or luan this people coz they are 1st class honour and oso from UM...no reason not to get them in but get me in right...haih..who ask me not do well in my academic meh...btw, my aims is to get into IBM, HP, Sony this 3 companies lar...but I think it is impossible due to my academic result and maybe it is just a dream for me lar..haha....But if van or luan can work in IBM oso not bad lar...can let me know more about that company so that can let me know the aim of mine izzit a correct aim ma..hehe...
Is time to go dreaming myself working in IBM or Sony ady..haha....

New Job, New Boss...

2009-03-04T19:59:00.003+08:00

The first day of work shld be mid of february. As what the boss told me, must be come work on time. the 1st day I went to work, I reach around 8.45am.(working hour is 9am and the day b4 this she ask me punctual again) , the door not yet open..then I called the boss, she is still sleeping and told me they all work very late ytd so cant wake up this morning. I had waited til 930am only got staff come open door. and since is im first daym the staff totally donno what shld I do. So I just sat there and looking at the table for 3hours and the boss only came. Tot boss came ady then i got things to do but im wrong, she give me 3 pages of presentation slides for study. But I only took 5 mins to finish read all the slides coz pic is more than words.after finished reading and I just sat there again til off work. while Im back, the boss is not in as well..after the day I told her I cant turn up for 2 weeks.

and.....

the 2nd day of work would be sat, she said there will be a training on that day. and I go on time as well, BUT....again...the door not open yet and no1 there til 915am...and I sat there again and waiting for training to start. the training only took half an hour and the boss stil not yet come. Til she arrived ady is 1pm..that time v shld goin back home ady but she call all of us go down to have lunch meeting coz she haven eat her breakfast and lunch due to sleep til just wake up...
Having meeting til 2pm and she said v can back after meal..after went back office take stuff and goin back that time she ask us give her 20 mins for briefing. and she took jor 30mins for briefing..it is over our working time for sat..

The 3rd day...
Go on time also,but no1 there to open door as well..I tot she said punctual and she must be the 1 who shld punctual rite?or maybe im wrong lar, maybe boss can go anytime lar..today can said that is my 1st day of officially working day. She bring me to pavillion because v have function there and v at pavillion til 6pm and me and another 2 staffs is doin nothing there but just sit there like soh po and soh lou and keep asking each others y she wan bring us?izzit just wan us accompany her?haha...i tot goin off from pavillion at 6pm then can back office because working is REACHED and even OVERTIME. but she not goin office, she bring us go supplier place at ampang. from pavillion go ampang at 6pm? MRR2? sure jam sei lar...v reached ampang at 730pm. and again..doing nothing and stand there looking at the road. After ampang tot can back office ady BUT she is goin to another supplier there AGAIN....ARGHH...........b4 go supplier place, she said hungry nid to eat, then v go eat dinner at pandan indah and time is 8.30pm. after eat, went to supplier place near pandan indah as well and time reach there is almost 10pm..v C her discuss with supplier til 11pm..after that REALLY back office lar.. reach office ady 1130pm...I reached HOME at 12am..The 1st day of work jau like that...

2nd day, reached office at 930..i purposely go late becoz ytd back late and can avoid jam..But today the boss is there ady wor..I go early she not there but I go late she is there wor..haha...
I tot she wil ask me y late coz only me not in the office..but she don have wor...but if she ask me I also not afraid lar..I can tel her that ytd work til very late so cant wake up lor since herself did it b4 ma...I know I shld not compare with boss but must FAIR ma coz im LIBRA..haha...And when v almost wan back coz 6pm ady...then she suddenly said wan meeting...SHIT!...always ppl wan back only said wan meeting or give ppl work do...then meeting til 8 sth and reached home at 9pm..

3rd day means today, I purposely go late also coz of the 1st few days no1 wil go on time...but today I reached at 915am only lar..still ok....and the boss reached at 11am...today she is goin to genting for site visit.. and all of us r so happy in the office...haha...and today i reached HOME at 7pm ah...ytd reached at 9pm already felt happy but today more happy...haha...hope she go genting everyday...haha...

Gossip

2009-03-02T04:29:00.003+08:00

Gossip about Edison's case...
He had went to court in Canada, below is the link to watch what he said after came out from the court.
Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pFulwmf4dtw

Few days later, Cecelia had went up for an interview on screen because of Edison had said something that she disagree..
Below is the link to watch the interview:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5HM00HaN1_Y (Part 1)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5BRPESDOv5E ( Part 2)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VZV59brclWc ( Part 3)

There is another part of this interview but they plan not going to publish it...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UJ-qG9emiD4

U can comment after u watch all this link..

Movie and Music

2009-03-02T03:16:00.003+08:00

I had watched the movie named The Curious Case of Benjamin Button..I seldom watch movie but i went to watch it because this movie is recommended by a lot of people including radio and I also curious about Benjamin.haha..
Im won't talk more about the storyline here but what to talk about is, this movie is quite touching and it can be 2nd version of Titanic love story movie..

" I was born under an unusual circumstances "

He is different from the ordinary ppl because he was born like an old man but become younger and younger as he grows. Benjamin is a grand tale of a not so ordinary man and the people and places he discovers along the way, the loves he finds, the keys of life and the sadness of death, and what lasts beyond time. (source : www.gsc.com.my)

I like the storyline, I think the person who wrote this story is fantastic..How come he can think of this kind of story? He really can think out of the box...

It is a movie that worth to watch and maybe can give u some lesson in your life..

Music:
I knew this song from radio..is a nice song..would like to share it here...
the song is sang by 泳儿 and 海鸣威 and named 我的回忆不是我的..
this song got 2 versions, 1 is chinese and another is cantonese but I more prefer cantonese version..
The girl in this song really can use 2 words to describe...'GENG AR...'..haha...
She can sing til so high key man....hehe..
by the way, who is 海鸣威？haha..

Christian Name

2009-03-02T03:08:00.004+08:00

Hi guys,
due to i'm in the working life now, I nid a name that can pronounce easily and easily remember by colleague or clients..
Can you guys help me to think 1 christian name that is nice and can be pronounce easily but nid sound similar with my real name?
Current name is quite difficult to pronounce i think..and this name will be the last changes and I will change all email and everything in this name so it is quite important..haha...

I got 2 name but donno izzit ok or not...
1. Will
2. Walrus
which 1 ok? or wayne better?

thanks for your voting or suggestion 1st..

Learn a word a day

2009-02-22T02:42:00.005+08:00

I wonder how come the gang members' english can be that good and yet you guys is still saying that not good enough..but from my point of view, I think it is good enough and for sure there is always a room for improvement lar...but you guys' english is good enough to use in this corporate world (I think lar....hehe...)..some of you is from malay primary school and I understand y u guys english is good but some of you is from chinese primary school and u guys english is good as well...maybe is my problem lar..haha...

Because currently I'm looking for job and only seriously realise that my english level is not good enough in this corporate world..I hope to improve my english and I had take initiative to check the meaning of every single word that I donno..but the problem is, I will definitely forgot after few hours or days..and what is the point of doing this? and I'm lazy to drop down in a book but I will try to do it after I start working..I will try write down in my organizer...

I will try my best to improve my english and communication skill by using english during my working life...Hope corporate world could help me in this and I try to take this as my 2009 resolution since everyone is having many resolutions...haha...

I like to read the 3 gals' blog in our gang, because sometimes they will used some words that I donno and I can learn from it..
Just now I had read vanessa's blog and felt that your english is so good and u r one of the person who complaining your english is not good enough..sigh...maybe is my english too low level lar..hehe...

Learn 5 words from your blog today:
1. serendipitously (look familiar with this word but not so confirm the meaning..haha..): 意外收获

2. contemplating : 冥思苦想

3. clairvoyant : 千里眼的人

4. clout: 打击/影响

5. daunting : 使人畏缩

Paiseh tim if you guys know those words and yet I donno...maybe because I'm from Chinese primary school lar ( an excuse for myself to escape from facing the reality..haha....)

today not learn a word a day, today I've learned 5 words a day...

Thanks van...haha...

Angel

2009-02-15T04:50:00.002+08:00

Love this song so much...
While listening to it, felt touched, felt like crying but felt peaceful as well...so contradict rite?haha...

Try to listen this song when u feel anger and stress, it may helps you release stress and make you peace...

Btw, Who sang this song? haha..
I only know got many singer sang this song including westlife...westlife version not bad also...

Peace!

Charice Pempengco

2009-02-15T02:49:00.007+08:00

After watching her performance at youtube that strongly recommended by a friend of mine, I've decided to do a article regarding this girl..

Briefly talk about the background of this girl..
Charmaine Clarice Relucio Pempengco (born May 10, 1992), better known as Charice, is an international Filipina singer who rose to popularity through YouTube.

Charice started to sing when she was only 4 years old. At age 7, she began joining amateur singing contests, from town fiestas in their province of Laguna to several televised competitions in her country.
In 2005, Charice joined Little Big Star, a talent show in the Philippines loosely patterned after American Idol. Eliminated after her first performance, she was later called back as a wildcard contender. Charice worked her way up to be one of the finalists and eventually placed third.
Charice had fallen off the radar since then. It was only in 2007 that Charice burst into the scene and came to be known by many people across the world when a YouTube user named FalseVoice started posting her videos. She became an instant online sensation with her videos garnering millions of hits.

Quated from WIKIPEDIA.

She live with her mum and 1 brother since 3 years old, because when she is 3 years old, her dad nearly use a gun to shoot DEAD her mum, thanks to the neighbour who heard the commotion in their house, rush in and safe the mum. From that day onwards, 3 of them minus father, shift out, homeless, struggling for life. And this little girl start singing at the age of 4 and join many competition hoping to either win EVEN 10 or 20 philippines ringgit to help her mum.

Than when she grow up, she start to sing and post in YOU TUBE and her talent is being founded by one producer in the western countires. From there onwards, she start to rise to stardom!

Quated from vanessa's blog.hehe..

This 2 videos makes me felt so amazing..

Duet with Celine Dion in taking chances world tour- Because you love me...Bravo...I like it so much...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bBo_X2o7GVc

I will always love you..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7CVloLBxcMQ"

Hope you enjoy her performance...and thanks vanessa for introduced this girls..

Ka lock Marketing

2009-02-11T02:13:00.003+08:00

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作文篇。。

2009-01-22T03:28:00.008+08:00

题目：《我的爸爸》

我的爸爸名叫《XXX》，今年五十X岁。他的职业是。。。

以前的作文都是这样开头的吗？我已不记得小时候的我有没有写过这样的题目了。。不过，今天我想要写一下这个题目。。

我爸他。。。是一个脾气很暴躁和倔强的人。。他的暴躁在他对我妈说话的时候就会看到，而他的倔强我们家每一个人都尝试过了吧。。如果他认为那件事不是这样的，它就会和你‘拼’到底，尽管在场有多少人的意见是一样或有案例了，他也会坚持他认为的。。这是倔强还是有原则呢？不得而知。。总之倔强和有原则也是一线之差吧。。

我很不了解，为什么他和我妈说话总是用骂的，总是会说一些栽赃或难听的话呢？而我妈也不会回嘴。。有时我听了都觉得不好受，不懂为什么妈能忍受得了呢？
今天，我和妈都忍受不了了，妈只不过想和我说说话，他就插话骂妈了。。妈这次回嘴了，不过没用，爸还是用他惯例的那副牛脾气和声量来回骂。。我再也忍不住了，开声叫他们不要吵了，还是没用，爸那副牛脾气谁也压不住他。。看到妈已经开始红了眼眶，还好妈忍得住。。他骂完了以后，安静的气氛弥漫着。。本来开开心心、有说有笑的家庭聚会也被他搞得不欢而散。。

其实爸在我心目中是一个借镜，从他身上我看到了许多。。
以前、甚至有时我都会用很高昂、不好的语气和我妈或姑说话。。不过我开始尽量改了。。因为我告诉自己我不可以像爸那样。。
我也告诉我自己，不可以学抽烟。。虽然我也不回抽，因为我很讨厌烟味。。
现在的我只害怕一点就是，我的牛脾气。。我想是时候改了。。我不容许我自己像他。。

认真地想了想，因为他，让我对婚姻产生了一点恐惧感耶。。我在想，娶老婆回家不时疼惜着她的吗？为什么娶了回家，几十年后却变成这样呢？当然我的恐惧感也不完全来自于爸的，我也听过身边朋友的爸妈也是有吵。。是不是婚姻久了就会使感情淡了、爱情不在了呢？这也是我恐惧婚姻的点咯。。我也知道这世界有很多夫妻还是深爱着对方直到永远的，那请问会有几多对是可以的呢？

虽然妈她不可以称是一位贤妻良母，不过她已经尽了超越一位妻子和母亲应该做的了吧。。她的辛苦我都有看在眼里，那爸呢？他知道吗？爸从新加坡回来没工作的几个月，只有妈一个人在应付家里的开销。。放工回家还要做饭给他吃，吃的一点感恩都没有。。还不时挑剔妈做的饭不好吃。。不但如此，还要支付他的开销。。他的什么开销我就不提了。。好啦，好不容易妈帮他在素食餐厅找到一份工作，妈也为了他也关了自己的档口和他一起去哪儿工作。。工作了一年多，我们不懂听他在哪吵了多少次。。和上司斗嘴、和厨师也可以斗嘴。。。以前在新加坡工作，也有听他说和人斗嘴。。还有一位本来是朋友，然后因为斗嘴吵架而闹翻了。。妈一心向佛，他说妈太迷了。。骂妈说那是骗人的，不过他也是怕妈被骗而为她好。。但是妈吃素，他也骂，因为他不喜欢吃素，还是他不想妈吃素了变得更瘦呢？总之妈做什么他都可以骂。。为什么已经五十来岁了还那么好火气呢?还是男人也有更年期呢？

好啦，有了工作啦，但是还是没有支付家里的开销。。要妈一个人去支付家里的开销、帮他买保险甚至每个月帮他缴保费。。而他却自己做自己用，有时还不够用。。为什么是妈支付了？因为妈的薪水比较多吗？那是因为妈连夜市都做才有那么多啊。。为什么他不做呢？
他一直都说妈要钱，难道他不是吗？他每天买乐透也不是因为要钱吗？对，妈是要钱，因为她需要更多的钱来应付家里的开销啊。。
我心里一直有个问号，不是应该男人来扛起这个责任的吗？不是应该男人来养家的吗？为什么现在完全倒过来了呢？他一点都没有意识到这一点的吗？在古代的时候，女人对男人卑微是因为男人扛起了家所以男人是一家之主。。那照现在的情况来看，妈才是一家之主啊，为什么爸还可以对妈这样呢？这个问号可能永远得不到答案，不过这可以警惕我要做一个男人应该做的。。

写着写着，才一名惊醒梦中人。。突然觉得自己现在的情况很像他，也是家人帮我找了一份工作而我不要做，现在要姑姑她们支付家里的开销和我的开销，还要放工回家做饭给我。。不过我还好的是，我从来没有挑剔过姑姑做的饭。。我不想和他一样耶，我想还是尽快找到工作吧。。尽快还完我的贷款，扛起这两个家。。

经过了今天这件事，我和我自己说如果有我在的时候，我尽量不会让爸骂妈了。。以前爸怎样骂妈都好，我都觉得过了就没事了。。不过经过今天，我怕、我真的怕，我怕妈有一天会受不了而离开我们（我的离开包含了很多的意思）。。可能是我‘己人忧天’吧。。。我希望我是。。就算是，他一直那样骂下去也不是办法吧。。惟有希望他的火气快点减退吧。。听很多人说过这句话：都已经一把年纪了，以后也是他/她陪着你、是你的伴啦，如果以后都是这样，谁还愿意陪伴你呢？

说了他那么多的不是，会觉得他不是一个好老公吧。。对，他不是一个好老公，不过我可以说的是，他是一个好爸爸吧。。他对我们都很好，怕我们不够钱用，不时都会给我们钱。。会担心我们。。他是个大男人，以前都不会主动关心你，不过近几年，他慢慢的会关心你了。。他身为一位爸也算是这样了吧。。

这篇文章让我想起了周杰伦的《爸我回来了》。。
歌词：不要再这样骂我妈妈，
我说的话你甘会听?
不要再这样骂我妈妈，难道你口不会累吗?
哈哈。。
好了，我这篇作文就到这啦。。。不懂可以拿到几多分呢？嘻嘻。。。

希望家好月圆啦!

Happy New Year

2009-01-13T01:46:00.008+08:00

V have been celebrated New Year on 1st of Jan for few years..
For this year, v having BBQ on 1st of Jan as well at Box's hse...

This time, girls will be responsible in buying all stuffs and guys will be doing cleaning jobs..but i think next time we guys buy will be better..because once plin late or no car then u all will susah...1 thing that can be praiseworthily is the stuffs that u all bought is just enough..wont exceed too much and low budget..haha..

to9 we having 3 activities..the 1st will be bbq...2ndly will be present exchange for x'mas and new year..and lastly will be confession session..
The confession session is the climax of the nite...or it can be said is sharing session..
There was a shock news to9 and congrate to the respective party..wish u good luck and blessedness..

There are recorded video...will be posting up soon...to be continue...

some pix sharing..

Present Exchange session

Farewell and Bday celebration

2009-01-05T22:51:00.003+08:00

It's a contradict day..at 1st tot of a farewell party for Ah Hung and CK because they are going to UK again in Jan to further their master studies..Felt so envy them because have the chance to go there study again...
After dinner, v went for drink and that time will be b'day celebration for hoong hoong...It is a surprise for her because she tot that day is a farewell meet up..It is so dilemma donno should happy of b'day celebration or sad for farewell party...haha...
Have a feeling of missing both of them because they will be going there for almost 2 years...wish them succeed in their studies and don ever forget us..haha...

Pix sharing...

Bukit Cahaya

2008-12-30T17:09:00.004+08:00

Went to bukit cahaya to have cycling..the main purpose of going bukit cahaya is not cycling but is the adventurous games that located in bukit cahaya.
But the sad thing is, the adventurous activities is fully booked..OMG, the games that i hope to play so long but no chance to play...when I got the chance?hehe..

some pix sharing...

2008-12-22T01:12:00.003+08:00

Being pressure by the elders about da unemployment matters...
I know u all are trying to help me...I know u all worried for me as well..I know the economic is not good now..I know wat also need to do and learn while working...I know I might have longer working time...I know I know...All of this i oso know...I know they just wan to share their experience to me and is for my own good..but..
ytd chit chatting with u all really makes me feel very pressure and stressful..Telling u all wat i think and wat i wan is a useless way of expression..wat answer i get is work ju sin lar..although the company is at sg.buloh also asking me to work ju sin..

While I choosing which course to study laz 4 years, told aunt that I wan to study mass comm..wat she said is guys study mass comm no future..ok fine...Told her and sister that then I study accounting, wat they said is don study accounting..ok fine...at last I just simply choose a business course to study without any interest of mine.

Until now, I thought that I already adult can choose what I wan for my job and yet their action telling me no way..Ask sister to help me look around if there any event company that she can introduce to me...wat I get answer from her is, Don do event lar...Event Not good...
After all, I choose to be silent and follow wat they wan me to be..

I just wan to tel them, give me some time..as u all know now economic is not good, not much company is hiring, and not much company will hire people at the year end...but I know mid of jan will be a largest career fair goin on..I hope can get a job from there...so...give me some time plz...

Wow...take a deep breath....舒服噻。。。hahaha.....:-)

Chick Belanja us......FULLHOUSE

2008-12-14T19:58:00.005+08:00

Due to Chick is just came out to the working world and her salary is quite high..she is very generous and had treat us this dinner...The venue is choose by her...environment is good..very special..food not bad oso..can pay a visit if u r there..this restaurant is located at Ara Damansara NZX..

After the dinner, V hang around the NZX..Some wil love to shop but some will said there's nothing to shop..depends on ppl...
Anyway, V wanna say thank u to Chick for her generous. I believe it takes turn to belanja when anyone of us is start working and he or she are GENEROUS...haha...

Some pix sharing..

YP's Graduation Ceremony

2008-12-11T18:04:00.004+08:00

It's was happened in New Segi University located at Kota Damansara.
Plin fetch 7 of us using her avanza. It have been a long time v didnt make her car 'full'..haha..
1 ppl 1 mouth, 7 ppl 7 mouth keep laughing talking chatting there..It makes the journey shorter to reach the venue.

Some of the pix taken during the visit..

Unemployed Pressure...I've Lost!

2008-12-02T18:43:00.005+08:00

November just ended and very fast dec had started..everybody thought i'm not worry and not rush to find a job. actly I'm worry...i worry about my loan payment actually, just that I don wan to show my worries to them because it is useless to do so..
this few night b4 I sleep, I felt so pressure..keep on thinking about my job, my loan, and most My FUTURE...

At first I still very clear about my way, I know what job I want..but after searching for job for few months, I have lost myself..really totally lost...
Actually I felt like working in 4 types of jobs, first is event management, secondly is marketing for company, thirdly is marketing for magazine and last job that is a 'far far cant reach job'.
for this few months, I keep on searching for event and marketing jobs but failed..the laz 2 jobs i mentioned above is impossible I can work for..because of this I felt very lost...donno wat else I can work anymore...Felt myself useless although I have a degree...

I felt happy when my hp rang in the morning or noon time because mostly is call me for an interview, but I have attended few interview and yet they didnt take me...Everyday wake up the first thing I do is on9, to check my job status in jobstreet whether got company reject me or not..and afterthat I will be searching got wat new position for the day.
I start thinking I cant get a job is because my problem? My english language poor? or because im so unlucky that now is economic downturn?
Nowadays keep on thinking my loan repayment, thinking how long I need to take to clear my debts? I know aunt is helping me to pay the credit card payment while im unemployed but I know she also very sun fu and not enough to use..sorry... besides that, i oso think that how long only can own my first new car, actly I very sarisfied with my car now and i willing to use it for the future 3 or 4 years.the most importantly, I don wan my parents to sit an old car.. my car now is paid by mother, no reason wan her pay for the car and wan her to sit an old car and yet after 3 years when I return the car to her,the car become old car again. I'm not willing to c her 'sun sun fu fu' pay for the car loan but just sitting old car..but after thinking all this..the final ans will be....NO CHOICE...have to bear with this for this moment....I hope my loan repayment period won longer than 3 years..
thinking all this makes me felt pressure...but anyhow, I still need to go on...this wat called life....
posting this article not to get any consolation from peoples, and I don need any consolation as it won help me in it..posting it is just a way to relieve my stress and pressure...

Plin B'day Celebration 08

2008-11-26T04:47:00.010+08:00

V went Jaya One to have our celebration with plin..at first thought of eating wendy's but at last v choose to eat steamboat bbq named fireman. Inside really got fire performance but whether the people is a fireman or not then donno..but he seems don looks like a fireman..he more looks like a gangster head...haha..Overall the food there is ok..da soup is nice...side dishes also not bad..

Below got some pic and video taken on that day...

This is our boat and they wil give us 4 pieces of pork on top..

side dishes..

Europe trip, Day 2- Amsterdam

2008-11-17T22:28:00.004+08:00

Holland- zaanschanns

What you want to eat? Just put Euro 1.60 syeiling into da machine and open da door take ur food out...

This is what the tour manager recommended..It is very nice and very fresh...but don have the 'sang' smell....damn nice...

Amsterdam Town...

Europe Trip, Day 1- Belgium

2008-11-15T20:57:00.003+08:00

Belgium most famous and popular is chocolate...there are many types of different chocolate...but for sure the price of the chocolate is expensive as well...

Eat at Belgium chinese restaurant...

Belgium donno wat science center...hehe...

Convocation...

2008-11-13T04:40:00.005+08:00

081108 is my convocation, it is a ending ceremony but it is also a starting ceremony..ending is my studies and starting is my working life...it indirectly remind me that it's time to face this cruel and 'fake' society...Went back to college ytd, saw those ppl backpack,taking books in hand and chit chatting with freds really felt ....donno hw to express da feeling, think that the study life is so good, after study then can chit chat with freds, or go have lunch with classmate, or go sing k or shopping without any worries...and their parents will give them money without asking they all when they wan get a job...hehe...luckily my aunt and mom stil a bit understanding and ask me not that often because they know im trying my best to find job now...

anyway, my studies life is ended...and i shld focus and head towards my future career...

thanks all my freds and family who came my convo that day..really do appreciate and touched altho i din express in front of u all...

London-Madame Tussauds I

2008-11-05T03:02:00.003+08:00

Can't sleep in the night...nothing to do so feel like posting something to my blog...and i decided to post some photo that taken in london..

Madame tussauds
Tom Cruise...

Is this Nicole Kidman? Forgot to c whether she got wear high heel shoes anot..haha...

Who is she actly?haha..My mom ask me is this wax? I told her she is my gf...she don believe at 1st,bt i keep on saying that this is my gf, then she believed.haha...

Beckham, Victoria and Wayne...

Harry Porter....real name is? I donno..haha..

Th Hulk..Help me...

Terminator...

Spiderman...spiderman...
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Welcome to Hollywood...

Wat you looking at?

Van's b'day..

2008-10-29T00:21:00.005+08:00

V celebrate van's b'day on 25 oct at bangsar village II..the venue is choose by jeff..and the the cafe that v went is name banquet..this is the 1st time that have dress code suggested by jeff as well..after dinner, v went to SS2 murni for our yum cha session..V went there bcoz van didnt go b4 and I miss the food there as well since i came back from UK I din visit there b4..kekeke....

There are present giving away session and to9 is celebration for van but I got present as well...the reason very simple...it is becoz they stil OWE me present when celebrate my b'day..hahaha....anyway...i really like the present...And thank u to u all that celebrate with me for so many years...

this salad is order by jeff..

My Beeday...

2008-10-20T16:27:00.005+08:00

Every year..i have my gang celebrate b'day for me..for sure this year they celebrate with me and v went to dragon eye to have our dinner..long time don have such celebration with them..after gang celebration, my classmate celebrate with me at red box..this time got many classmate attend, some r long time no c and some r coming from their hometown..really thank u and appreciate..for sure she is came that night...thanks to her and appreciate wat she did for me.. :-)
I felt happy and thanks to my family remember my b'day..altho not have a very ceremonious celebration but at least they remember..

Hi Everyone..Im Back!

2008-09-26T16:00:00.001+08:00

Hi all..
我回来马来西亚了。。嘻嘻。。
回来的感觉有好有不好。。
一下飞机，看到姐和姑觉得很开心，很想念。。
下到停车场，看到很多好久没看到的车辆更是觉得新鲜。。
姑叫我驾车回家，坐上驾驶座更是觉得奇怪因为四个月没坐过车了更何况是驾。。
我的确驾到很笨拙，好像新手一样的感觉。。我想我需要一点时间来适应回驾车。。嘻嘻。。
回到家的感觉真是好，很好。。说不出的好。。可能感觉到舒服吧。。而且姑还帮我收拾我的房间到干干净净，谢姑姑。。不过我想不用一个月就会恢复原状吧。哈哈。。
而不好的地方就是，天气有点闷热。。我想这几天要开冷气来睡了。。
我知道我要开始找工作了，不过，我想休息多一下下，待在家里，收拾我的东西才开始工作了。。不过在找工的同时，回去做一些兼职来还债咯。。
在外四个月，看到了不少东西，我看到了外国人的忍耐，不过只限于英国，而欧洲得人就没有了。。英国人他们驾车很patient 的。。
除了这个，英国人很有礼貌，亲切和友善的。。
这都值得我们学习的。。
而欧洲人就很没礼貌，不友善了。。应该是我们有英文和他们对话吧。。导游说他们不喜欢讲英文的人的。。
无论如何，这一趟英国，欧洲之旅让我见识不少，虽然用了很多钱，不过钱可以回来还，但是机会不懂几时才有了。。
欧洲之旅，赞！完成了这旅程，感觉好像去了半个地球一样哦。。我以前那里都没有去过，也没有坐过飞机，想不到，我第一次坐飞机就去英国了，第一次出国就去那么远的地方了。。。和第一次出国就去了那么多国家。。这真的让我意想不到。。
这次的旅程，我应该会永生难忘吧。。嘻嘻。。
在这，我要谢谢婆婆，不懂为什么，我总觉得她在天堂一直保佑着我，一直的守护着我。。谢婆！