Fell in dilemma

Haih...How come in our life got so many of choices..so many dilemma...or maybe because I not firm and don't know what myself wan?
I sure what I wan but then the choices really not that easy to give and take...

S company:
1. salary slightly higher than now. - pro
2. well known and big company.(company that I want to work in) - pro
3. If work in S company before, it can paint up my resume. -pro
4. 6 months contract terms- cons (if I did not perform, they won extend contract), (If I perform, they maybe will change me to permanent). what if they din change me to permanent but just extend me as a contract staff?- this is the risk that i consider the most.
5. visual mechadizer position-(low position) cons~ (this maybe is a stepping stones toward Marketing position)~ pro
6. felt like trying a new environment, new working place, and new job scope..
7. office location ideal- pro
8. Nice office- pro
9. New superior, don't know whether I can meet their expectation or not.-cons


Neo Media
1. Same environment, same colleagues, same superior- cons
2. small company- cons
3. permanent- pro
4. position- maybe can change to doing something that I favour
5. superior- still will be the one stingy and ma fan boss
6. salary- much more higher than my current salary- pro

Conclusion: I considering S company position, contract basis, and salary. Feel like trying new job scope, learn new things, go into new environment. what pull me back is the position not marketing as what I wan, contract basis is the most concern...

I considering N company, boss, working environment, job scope and salary. Don feel like staying here but she counter offer me a attactive package.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH............................................

HOU FAN arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............

HELP~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Singapore Company Tripz

END!

Long time

Hi all,
Long time din update my blog here. After working really do not have such time or energy to update my blog. I will still log into blog very often but just no time or don feel like post something here. But I will try my very best to update my blog.

Working: stil the old same story...still keep searching for good offer..
Life: Busy working + sleeping + yum cha....

Nothing special...laz week went singapore for company trip.
Will post photos either here or FB. maybe both if got time.


stay tune!

New job

Last fri went for 2nd interview at Nan Yang Siang Pau. the position is advertising account exec. They take me in but giving not very good package. and it is advertising sales for few magazine eg. Feminine, my wedding, oriental cuisine and etc. there are 2 points that makes me dilemma, 1st is the package not as good as current job and 2nd was it is a sales job. I not sure whether I can make it for sales job or not. they offer basic is lower than current job but there are commission, the boss told me including commission sure can hit my expected salary. BUT what i considering is the basic salary.

Just now have teleconversation with sis, get to know her friend is doing advertising sales for media focus magazine and coincident his friend's gf was working in Nan yang siang pau advertising sales for Feminine. She asked infor from her fred, her fred said I will handle agency advertising and it is very stable and simple job. All advertisement is almost fixed by those agency, what I need to do is just social and get good relationship with those media agency. And salary wise, 2k and above is not a problem. But her fred said turnover for that department quite high because they will met many big client or big agency and many of them had receive good offer from those big client or agency. I think this is y the boss had verbally ask me commit with them for 2 years.

Start from day 1 working in Neo Media, I've been start searching for others job to run away from this hell company. Now there is a chance in front of me, But I not dare to run away. WTF am I doin or thinking? I just afraid sales is not suitable for me, and the basic is lower than current.

STAY OR LEAVE?

DIlemma......

GOD & GRANDMA....Please shed me some light and direction.......Thanks!

明天会更好。。

从第一天在这里做工，就一直不断的找工。。每一天一定上的网站一定是Jobstreet.com，不知不觉我在这里已做了半年了。。我自己甚至家人和朋友都应该觉得我不会再一间公司做得久，回想起在这里的点点滴滴，真的有点吓到我自己。。我竟然可以在这种上司的情况下做了半年，为什么我可以忍受那么久呢？我自己也不知道。。如果你问我，是我成长了吗？我自己也不懂。。我只是知道我还没有找到另外一分工前，我没有能力辞职。。我需要还贷款，信用卡，而现在又加多一辆车。。有时真的透不过气来。。。不过，还是要咬紧牙关的捱过去吧。。。

明天会更好。。。不是吗？嘻嘻。。。

这就是我的公司，这就是我的老板。。

本来很开心的因为可以早回家，不过，正要准备吃晚餐的时候。。公司电话就响了。。

上个星期五，老板（她）叫我帮即将会送来得货买保险。我们一直帮他买的那位保险经济人和我说星期一会给我那价钱。到了星期一，我再追，他说好的好的，会给我。。到了星期二，我再追，他说保险公司得人要来我们公司调查不过要星期四才可以来。。她就给了另外一个经济人的电话我，那经纪人也在当天来我们公司看了看。。到了星期三，那个经纪人打给我，给价钱我。。然后，我就依老板的吩咐，打给我们原本的那个经纪人，看那一个可以给到最便宜的rate给我们。。但是原本那个经纪人坚持说要来看过才可以给rate 我。。在这同时，那些货也送到我们公司了。。在这情况下，唯有和新的买了。。新的经纪人说他5点半才可以拿表格给我。。我问他可以不要填表格先，帮我买先然后我才补回那表格给他，因为老板不再公司，就算有表格也不可能在今天交上去。。我在想，一天应该不会有问题吧。。

八点，电话响了。。她很凶的骂我，为什么卖不到保险。。她也说她现在在公司等了我很久，我也没有回去。。第一，同事六点多回她还没回公司，那她会等了多久呢？第二，她从来都没有和我说她有回公司，她也没有叫我等她回来。。那为什么她还骂我说我没回去呢？难道每天要我在公司等她到八九点吗？

她骂我说现在要怎样？买多一把锁？还是轮流在家里用cctv监视公司？“还是你回来过夜看货吗？”她骂到很凶，不管我在怎么解释她都认定是我的错。。我也被她气到了，我也顶回他。。到最后，我真的气到。。我直接顶他说，不用讲了，我等下会去过夜看货。。
我吃完晚餐，就收拾东西去公司了。。九点，我就到了公司。。就在这里度过这个夜晚。。

可能你们会说我意气用事，孩子气。。是，在当下我真的是意气用事才回来得。。不过，当我冷静下来得时候，我依然觉得我要回来。。我不想再给她机会骂或说任何东西了。。

说真的，我有想过在这里做久一点，不是因为对着老板或公司有感情，而是我会不舍得我的同事。。不过，我真的很厌倦了。。我累了。。我不懂为什么我的第一份工会遇到这样的老板，我和我自己说，这是上天的安排，上天可能要磨练我，要我成长。。以后去到其他公司都不会感到吃力了。。
夜深人静，让我再睡不着的环境，令我想了很多东西。。听天由命吧，上天或有他的安排的。。

对不起姑姑，因为不想她们担心，我说了谎。。我和她说我有event set up 所以不回家睡了。。
我知道现在也有一个人很担心我，不过不由担心啦，我会保护我自己的。。这样我才可以成长嘛。。

现在是十二点了，刚收到老板打来，她不懂我又回来，所以我觉得她应该是看cctv 知道我回来了。。
她说：“你在公司啊？"
我说： 是！
她说： 你有我房间的锁匙吗？
我说： 没有！
她说： 你去我房间看我房间有没有锁..应该没有锁。。
我说：为什么？
她说：你可以去我房间的Sofa 睡啊。。
我说：不用！
她说：不用？那你睡那里？
我说： 这里！
她说：可以吗？
我说： （没有出声）不想回答她。。
她说：Ok lar..

电话就挂断了。。。

就算有锁匙，我也不会睡她的 sofa, 不然她会说你睡坏她的sofa 的。。

这就是我的公司，这就是我的老板。。

Bangkok Trip- Day 2- Part 1

Early in the morning, V took or free buffet breakfast in hotel. After breakfast, V went to Chaktucak. It is like a morning market but this morning market are Huge...U can lost there but map is provided. Inside the market, they sell variety of stuff. Including doggy, birds, shirts, and etc.

Guess what is this? This is ice cream in form of stick..

Lai Chee..

OMG...Meat...

Mango with sticky rice....yummy...

Super salted eggs...the hawker put too much of soya sauce for us...yiaks...

variety of foods....Hot food....

Bangkok trip- Day 1 part 3

After Khao San Road, we went an amazing place..this place realy makes me mad at there. It's was really cool and relax...It was located on the top floor of the state tower. this place is totally open and didnt cover by roof. For more information,http://www.lebua.com/bangkok/dining.html


Imagine urself walking down from the staircase...imagine it is ur wedding and u are wearing wedding gown walk down the stair...it is so nice scene and great...hehe..and besides that, it is so windy and relaxing...nice place.....





This is the fine dining places...and beside fine dining will be the bar...on the top, there are live band singing as well...





Lan suk with guai lou..haha..




This is the scene that v can c from this place. whole bangkok is under our leg..haha..




Camera screen not wide enough to cover whole scene...super damn nice...