Bukit Cahaya

Went to bukit cahaya to have cycling..the main purpose of going bukit cahaya is not cycling but is the adventurous games that located in bukit cahaya.
But the sad thing is, the adventurous activities is fully booked..OMG, the games that i hope to play so long but no chance to play...when I got the chance?hehe..


some pix sharing...

Being pressure by the elders about da unemployment matters...
I know u all are trying to help me...I know u all worried for me as well..I know the economic is not good now..I know wat also need to do and learn while working...I know I might have longer working time...I know I know...All of this i oso know...I know they just wan to share their experience to me and is for my own good..but..
ytd chit chatting with u all really makes me feel very pressure and stressful..Telling u all wat i think and wat i wan is a useless way of expression..wat answer i get is work ju sin lar..although the company is at sg.buloh also asking me to work ju sin..

While I choosing which course to study laz 4 years, told aunt that I wan to study mass comm..wat she said is guys study mass comm no future..ok fine...Told her and sister that then I study accounting, wat they said is don study accounting..ok fine...at last I just simply choose a business course to study without any interest of mine.

Until now, I thought that I already adult can choose what I wan for my job and yet their action telling me no way..Ask sister to help me look around if there any event company that she can introduce to me...wat I get answer from her is, Don do event lar...Event Not good...
After all, I choose to be silent and follow wat they wan me to be..

I just wan to tel them, give me some time..as u all know now economic is not good, not much company is hiring, and not much company will hire people at the year end...but I know mid of jan will be a largest career fair goin on..I hope can get a job from there...so...give me some time plz...

Wow...take a deep breath....舒服噻。。。hahaha.....:-)

Chick Belanja us......FULLHOUSE

Due to Chick is just came out to the working world and her salary is quite high..she is very generous and had treat us this dinner...The venue is choose by her...environment is good..very special..food not bad oso..can pay a visit if u r there..this restaurant is located at Ara Damansara NZX..

After the dinner, V hang around the NZX..Some wil love to shop but some will said there's nothing to shop..depends on ppl...
Anyway, V wanna say thank u to Chick for her generous. I believe it takes turn to belanja when anyone of us is start working and he or she are GENEROUS...haha...

Some pix sharing..

YP's Graduation Ceremony

It's was happened in New Segi University located at Kota Damansara.
Plin fetch 7 of us using her avanza. It have been a long time v didnt make her car 'full'..haha..
1 ppl 1 mouth, 7 ppl 7 mouth keep laughing talking chatting there..It makes the journey shorter to reach the venue.

Some of the pix taken during the visit..

Unemployed Pressure...I've Lost!

November just ended and very fast dec had started..everybody thought i'm not worry and not rush to find a job. actly I'm worry...i worry about my loan payment actually, just that I don wan to show my worries to them because it is useless to do so..
this few night b4 I sleep, I felt so pressure..keep on thinking about my job, my loan, and most My FUTURE...

At first I still very clear about my way, I know what job I want..but after searching for job for few months, I have lost myself..really totally lost...
Actually I felt like working in 4 types of jobs, first is event management, secondly is marketing for company, thirdly is marketing for magazine and last job that is a 'far far cant reach job'.
for this few months, I keep on searching for event and marketing jobs but failed..the laz 2 jobs i mentioned above is impossible I can work for..because of this I felt very lost...donno wat else I can work anymore...Felt myself useless although I have a degree...

I felt happy when my hp rang in the morning or noon time because mostly is call me for an interview, but I have attended few interview and yet they didnt take me...Everyday wake up the first thing I do is on9, to check my job status in jobstreet whether got company reject me or not..and afterthat I will be searching got wat new position for the day.
I start thinking I cant get a job is because my problem? My english language poor? or because im so unlucky that now is economic downturn?
Nowadays keep on thinking my loan repayment, thinking how long I need to take to clear my debts? I know aunt is helping me to pay the credit card payment while im unemployed but I know she also very sun fu and not enough to use..sorry... besides that, i oso think that how long only can own my first new car, actly I very sarisfied with my car now and i willing to use it for the future 3 or 4 years.the most importantly, I don wan my parents to sit an old car.. my car now is paid by mother, no reason wan her pay for the car and wan her to sit an old car and yet after 3 years when I return the car to her,the car become old car again. I'm not willing to c her 'sun sun fu fu' pay for the car loan but just sitting old car..but after thinking all this..the final ans will be....NO CHOICE...have to bear with this for this moment....I hope my loan repayment period won longer than 3 years..
thinking all this makes me felt pressure...but anyhow, I still need to go on...this wat called life....
posting this article not to get any consolation from peoples, and I don need any consolation as it won help me in it..posting it is just a way to relieve my stress and pressure...