November just ended and very fast dec had started..everybody thought i'm not worry and not rush to find a job. actly I'm worry...i worry about my loan payment actually, just that I don wan to show my worries to them because it is useless to do so..
this few night b4 I sleep, I felt so pressure..keep on thinking about my job, my loan, and most My FUTURE...
At first I still very clear about my way, I know what job I want..but after searching for job for few months, I have lost myself..really totally lost...
Actually I felt like working in 4 types of jobs, first is event management, secondly is marketing for company, thirdly is marketing for magazine and last job that is a 'far far cant reach job'.
for this few months, I keep on searching for event and marketing jobs but failed..the laz 2 jobs i mentioned above is impossible I can work for..because of this I felt very lost...donno wat else I can work anymore...Felt myself useless although I have a degree...
I felt happy when my hp rang in the morning or noon time because mostly is call me for an interview, but I have attended few interview and yet they didnt take me...Everyday wake up the first thing I do is on9, to check my job status in jobstreet whether got company reject me or not..and afterthat I will be searching got wat new position for the day.
I start thinking I cant get a job is because my problem? My english language poor? or because im so unlucky that now is economic downturn?
Nowadays keep on thinking my loan repayment, thinking how long I need to take to clear my debts? I know aunt is helping me to pay the credit card payment while im unemployed but I know she also very sun fu and not enough to use..sorry... besides that, i oso think that how long only can own my first new car, actly I very sarisfied with my car now and i willing to use it for the future 3 or 4 years.the most importantly, I don wan my parents to sit an old car.. my car now is paid by mother, no reason wan her pay for the car and wan her to sit an old car and yet after 3 years when I return the car to her,the car become old car again. I'm not willing to c her 'sun sun fu fu' pay for the car loan but just sitting old car..but after thinking all this..the final ans will be....NO CHOICE...have to bear with this for this moment....I hope my loan repayment period won longer than 3 years..
thinking all this makes me felt pressure...but anyhow, I still need to go on...this wat called life....
posting this article not to get any consolation from peoples, and I don need any consolation as it won help me in it..posting it is just a way to relieve my stress and pressure...
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
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Since u are waiting for something else at the meant time, why not u start searching what is the list of companies in KL or selangor which is involving the 3 jos u mentioned above such as event management company, magazine company? Sometimes u can post resume at their company website eventhough they dun have career opportunity yet but once got, they will look thru before u managed to apply their company post from other job source. If you are initiative enough, u can call the company interested, find out their HR contact or email, ask them got any job opportunuty that u want or not. if not also, can let them know that u want send in resume 1st to get a placement next time when chance comes.
If u think u not doing well in the interview then i think u should do some hardwork before u attend it. cuz like for our field, we need know more about the company,and relavent food issues. moreover, we should(not only our field) search interview tips before u attend. So that can be more prepared.
If u think ur english not good, why not u start practicing, speaking it as ur daily routine? even if u hate reading english newspaper then u can read english fashion or entertainment magazine right? read once a week is ady good for a 1st step.
If u think it's because economy affected ur career uptake then i have nothing to say cuz it's a fact ady. We little character has no power to save economy in faster speed. Depend luck la.
so now, either u work parttime at the moment to earn the money that u thirst for or u learn from books and whatever skills to increase ur knowledge lo.
cheer up...
there always a way to turn all those bad things into a positive path.
All the best.
Helo,
Is me, CHEE YAW ! . Surprise lol yeah is really been a while since i last spoke to you? Yes , No? well i was browsing through some random blogs till i landed at yours. Seriously i have no idea how i actually came to yours.
But anyway, it doesnt really matter.
You sounded a little lost. Just to let you know, this is something common, it is happening to every fresh graduate and i would love to share my thoughts on this cause i was once like you and STILL.
I graduated last dec 2007, and i came back from melbourne this year march. Feeling happy and excited, and initially my plan was, yeah slack around and party first.
After some consideration, i was actually in a dilema. Worried will i get ajob if i dont look for one now? and not only that, thinking about future always end up worrying myself more. So is normal Jenn Wai. You are not alone.
I got an offer from this company and immediately i joined them. It was a sudden decision, too excited to think it through, and blindly i agreed and accepted that offer.
But well in the end, i resigned. But yeah now i am with some other advertising firm which does event and all. Lesson learnt, really nail down what you wana do, think through it, and dont rush yourself
My advice to you is, dont worry so much, and dont push yourself too much. Job will come someday, continue searching, and meanwhile party hard cos once work has started, well not to scare you, but yeah tough. not easy i would say. So party while you can.
About your english, do not worry, you can still write, look, altough it is not perfect, but yeah, you have already took the first step. Practice makes perfect i would say and there is always room for improvement and im sure you will get the hang of it.
Also, if you would like to join advertising firm,i guess i can lend you a hand. Pass me your resume, and i will see what i can do with it. But there are some opening right now in few firms.
So yeah, dont pressure yourself so much, is not healthy. Life goes on and short, enjoy it to the fullest.
Some thoughts from me, hope it helps.
Cheers and take care.
Keep in touch. my hp number 0169575803
Ash, Chee Yaw. =)
don't give up!! u can do it!!
ganbateh!!
Thanks for all of ur advice as it is useful not only for me but maybe some of the freds who still looking for job right now..For sure I won give up..I will try my best..Hi,Ash..really a surprise when saw ur comment here..long time din heard from u..I tot u forgot me ardy..haha..how r u recently?Thanks ur sharing and ur lending hand..If there are still have opening right now then I will send u my resume when I saw u on9 or send it to ur mail k?
anyway, Thanks all of u..
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