Countless of posting related or complaining with my job and boss altho I only work few months only. I donno is my own problem or her problem, bt sometimes I just cant stand her. sometimes I can control my emo bt sometimes i just cant. After working in this company, I would said that I really felt tired...really really tired...there is physically tired for sure bt nevertheless mentally is super tired as well. Sometimes when I walking from the guard hse to my home and along the 'journey', I felt so so tired bt is mentally.. I will take the opportunity to release the stress and tiredness when i walking back home.walk slowly and breath the air.. sometimes will ask myself, y I shld work in this company? y I wan stay in this company? answer very obvious, not yet get other offer and got a burden of loan need to pay every month.
Today, meeting with a client..he is Tai thong group project manager. He said sth that very impress me. He said that, ask yourself y u wanna work? what u work for? If your answer in the end is MONEY, then your work is goin to be suffer for you in the future. He said working must be do what you like and interested, this only can motivate you to work hard and lead towards a better future happily. It shed me some light...
Today as well, have meeting in Tropicana club. Along the way, I saw many big big bungalow..all is just like a castle..OMG...I like it so much...From that time, I told myself that I wan to own a big house there. I wan to work hard and b4 40 years old I wan be there. But afterthat, start thinking how to earn 4-5million in this 20 years? how much hard work I need to be only can earn up to 4-5 million? in the end...i ended this 'dream' without any direction. haha...
I want a 6000-7000 sqf house in the future...Hopefully this is not just a dream.