Exploded!

After the laptop incident, then she ask me do the EPF and SOCSO for all staff with her..I have been work with her til 9.30pm. Work late is not a prob, but I just cant work with her. due to all is new in this company, as all the old staff left. Is ALL..u said turnover high anot? and while doing it jau keep blamming ppl (old staff) din hand over lar...din do well lar.....din help her follow up lar...din hand over to her properly then only left lar...keep ask me u know where this put anot, u know what that put anot..hey plz lar..i just working for 1 month more only, and how can I cope everythings in your company with this short period. But I din voice up, just remains silent. I felt tired, hungry and headache. Is super headache til I feel like vomit, cant think anythings else...

After work, went into the car...tears drop automatically...I donno y but just felt tired, not body but mentally, headache til felt like vomit.. I felt very sun fu..hardly breath...I ady try my very best patient with her, I tot I can work patiently with her...I tot I can cope with the multi tasks job, I tot I can cope with the pressure..Now only I know I cannot..I felt myself is so weak...
I keep telling myself while still sitting in the car, it is just a process of growing...everybody will go thru this process...after this U will grew and can cope even more pressure...more workload...
telling myself that Im not effort to give up this job now as I have to pay a burden of loan, if compare with those jobless, my current situation is very good ady coz I got a job.

Hehe...Keep console myself to keep myself calm...

I think I shld find out some ways to release stress...but Sunday have to standby for her where got time to release? (ngiak ngiak ngiak..haha....)